OAKLAND, CA:
Unless you know me well, you probably don't know why I haven't written in weeks. My rational side will tell you: I mainly use my blogger for travel and when I cannot email everyone personalized love notes from afar. I simply cannot respond to all the emails. But my emotional side will admit to you: I have been under reconstructive heart surgery. I parted ways with someone I loved--as much as love will allow in under 6 days plus 4 months long-distance. And as the old adage goes... "timing is everything." The lesson that I learned was painful but magnificent: I am ready to love again, after a 2-year hiatus. I could tell you that I wished I'd learned that before I went into debt for a plane ticket, but that would be a lie. I also learned a couple of other important invaluable lessons. I am one bold, strong, and resilient Super Hero for Love. Not only did I pull off a wildly successful last minute tour packed with spokenword performances, workshops, and an unexpected free ticket to Brisbane where I participated in a film documentary on open relationships (phew!)... but I also found Love again. There was an outpour of kindness that bubbled forth from countless people, in unexpected places, at at just the perfect moment. I also met someone in under a weekend who convinced me that love is out there. Love is an X-File, wouldn't you say? So here's what I really want to share with all you...
Once upon a time, there was a bold, fearless lover. She parted the sea of cynicism on the waves of her revolutionary message of love, an ancient tribal philosophy of life, love, interconnectedness, & compassion. Where ever she went, love sought after her, followed in her footsteps, dribbled down her chin, shook her wild love-booty on the dance floor, anointed her body head to toe with bath oils, recited love ballads till all hours in the night, tiptoed past her dreams and made her cum.
Love craved her. She craved love. Combined with just the right elements, she was a mystical, magical, sensual blend of the perfect cup of tea. And so the story begins and ends and begins again…
I send words of loving devotion and eternal reverence to all the powerful connections that I made, past and present. Your love and presence in my life is a magnificent antidote to my heavy heart. I sing your praise from 1,000s of miles away. I hope the melody drifts into your dreams and reminds you all of how sacred we are.
Love will guide me back into your arms,
XO wendy
